Mary Magdalene: The Forbidden Female Energy
by Pamela Kribbe
I am Mary Magdalene, your sister, your equal and kindred spirit.
I am here with both joy and sadness. I love you as my sisters. I see your struggle and I see the flame in your hearts: the flame of love, passion, and deep connection with life on Earth and with your fellow humans. That deep enthusiasm and compassion in your hearts, I know from within. You are sensitive women, who at the same time have much power: an inner strength that you have accumulated and built up over the centuries, through many lives.
In this lifetime, there has been an accelerated maturation and integration, which is how you reap the benefits of many lives. Fragments of your soul want to merge with you and to reveal their gifts and talents. In the history of your soul, this is a moment of harvesting. But that harvest is sometimes different in character than you perceive from your human mind. What you reap from the lives you have led on Earth – the pain, the joy, the peaks and the valleys – is first of all an inner harvest, an inner coming to fruition, that is the result of your lived wisdom sounding through you as an earthly human, as a woman or a man.
You have come for this alive, flesh and blood, human wisdom. You have come to experience this wisdom in this lifetime, which is the completion of a cycle of lives. Based on your socially determined view, however, you have the tendency to overemphasize outer results. You often look at what you have done in the world and its efffect on others, and that leads you to judge how successful or effective you are, including the mission of your soul. There is too much of a tendency to look at outer results, even in the spiritual world, because that is what you have been taught. This is the result of an overly external, and essentially materialistic, worldview.
Your essential contribution and achievement in this life is, first of all, an inner one, namely, that of your soul’s plan. You are completing something you have been working on during many lives on Earth; something you do in a human body with complete soul consciousness. Therefore, your personality is not to be transcended by a higher consciousness that you will develop. Rather, your personality is a precious instrument that has gradually become steeped in your own soul’s knowledge that has developed over many lives and now wants to manifest and be known in this life in a subtle way.
This will, of course, affect everything you do. It touches the people around you, whether in your personal relationships or in your work. When your soul consciousness descends that deeply, it touches the Earth and your daily life, and then you spread a special light. But it is not a light of: “I know better, so I’m going to tell you what’s going on”. No, it is a light of love, of shared humanity and the wordless understanding of another.
That energy you carry with you has a great non-verbal component. You could think of it as the aura of an old soul, of a richly lived, wise soul who understands the art of conveying energy in a simple way. The more you embody your soul’s knowing, the more you also remove yourself from the existing ways of thinking and doing, from the many habitual thoughts and worries which you have been taught. You are more “into the flow”, as it has been called. This current of being is, in fact, a very earthly stream. It has to do with sinking deeply into your abdomen and connecting with your body, and not with a mere material shell, but with a sacred instrument whose living, flowing energy preserves its connection with the Earth.
I would ask you to first connect with your body and to approach it as a living river: a flowing, dynamic energy field full of colors, movements, energies, and feel it as such at this moment. Imagine your body as a river and feel the flow of its water from head to toe and back again from toe to head. See if there is a place in that stream where the water moves wildly and is turbulent; a place in your energy field where the water – your energy – moves irregularly or restlessly. Then send light to that place: the light of bright vision and clear knowledge.
Ask yourself, “What does this place need energetically to come into balance and be peaceful?” You may see it in the form of a color, a feeling, or a symbol, to giive to that place. Ask yourself, “Is there anything I can do to bring peace there – a calmness and composure?” Let the answer come in the form of an intuitive knowing – it does not have to be in words. Connect with that inner knowing that is so near to you, because you actually do know.
Do you sense the consciousness of your body? You will get answers there more quickly than through your thinking. The more you are in this flow, the more you just know. And that is a very good feeling, because the noise of many thoughts and also of restless emotions then disappears. So, feel that point within yourself where you just know – where silence and knowledge are linked. In your body field is a quiet, inner knowing that is connected to the Earth, which is why it is very well-grounded and not shaky or impulsive – it has a solid foundation underfoot.
It is very important that wisdom or knowledge is grounded. In many spiritual circles or theories there may be wisdom, but what is really needed are people who radiate embodied wisdom so as to convey that wisdom. They may be able to discuss spiritual theories or knowledge from their head, but that knowledge does not have the intended effect, or any effect at all, and can also create confusion. It is always about the quality of the underlying current, the flow, that can be found in the depth below the mental.
First, you went to a place in the flowing water of your energy field where the water was turbulent and restless, and brought peace there. Now, I ask you to go to a place in your energy field where the energy is just dead, dammed up so the water is stagnant and where more movement is needed. See if you can feel somewhere in your energy field a rather dead place where there is too little movement. Take your time. Sink into your abdomen and take a deep breath. See if that place calls to you: a place in the shadows that falls a little outside your daily field of vision. Maybe there is sadness there, too, because it is a neglected place, a part of you that has not been seen and recognized. Who or what is there? You can imagine a woman there, a part of you who could not fully show herself, a part that has been hidden or forbidden – a forbidden woman within you. Who is she? Can you see her? Her eyes, her body, her stature?
You all live under the pressure of a ban on the original, authentic, female energy. It is an energy of deepening, of connection, of intuition and it is linked to the third eye, of being able to see through things. The energy of the third eye belongs to the forbidden woman. It is the energy of a pervasive wisdom that exposes things. It is also the energy of deep connection, of one’s feeling for that of another. And it is the energy of leadership through connection. This energy has to do with the qualities of being a visionary, of connection through intuition with the future and with the possible realities that want to come to Earth, and not through thought, but through inner imagination. Those are all feminine qualities that have fallen by the wayside.
You all long for your own depth. Both men and women yearn for a greater inner depth, and that has to do with the forbidden female energy. That is the depth you are looking for, both in your work and in your relationships. You look for it not only in intimacy, in a sexual encounter, but also in your work, in your creativity. They are not separate from each other. What you are looking for, essenially, is yourself, so that you may experience and show that “self” on the Earth in all aspects of your life.
There is also a deep wound there, because that energy and the ability to experience and show yourself on Earth is forbidden. But instead of you thinking about that, I am asking you to make an energetic connection with that forbidden woman within yourself, to feel her in certain places in your body, and to recognize her and to welcome her. Because remember: it is your inner mission to welcome her into your life; to reconcile with her, to bring her to life in your life. You do not have to change the world, it is about you. It is about your calling, which is to redeem yourself and to make yourself whole.
What does she need from you? How can life, the water, flow through to her? See what color, energy, feeling, or quality is needed in that place. Often it has to do with daring, and the courage to integrate, to fully experience that part of yourself, to stand up in life from that quality. This is a time of change, so in that sense you have the “wind at your back” in this life. Feel the power of Mother Earth. In the end, her power is much greater and more resilient than that of humanity as a whole. Know nature is on your side – feel safe on Earth.
I salute you all and I am connected to you – you are never alone.
You are connected to kindred spirits, and you are very much loved.
Thank you very much.